July 23, 2011
YOU PROBABLY MIGHT REALISE WHY I'M FEELING DOWN THESE COUPLE OF DAYS
Weeks, actually.
Well, here it goes.
Weeks, actually.
Well, here it goes.
I met someone. Let's name him S shall we? And no, that's just a random alphabet. His name does not start with an S. Fine, you hate S? Let's change it to V for your sake. Sheesh, picky much?
Anyway, V was a really nice person when we first met. And then things started to change as days gradually went by. We did talk about his past and all, and he said he was over it. Like, he's moved on with everything that happened. So okay, he was nice, friendly so I thought, alright. I guess he's an okay person now.
Then V changed his mind and he probably decided "hey, I miss my old me. I'm gonna go back to being what I was before". And so he did that.
Then V changed his mind and he probably decided "hey, I miss my old me. I'm gonna go back to being what I was before". And so he did that.
And okay, let's imagine here. If he didn't "move on" from the past, I could guarantee you that he wouldn't have any friends right now. Because of the way he sees things, the way he treats us.
I mean, yes, I fell for his nice-ness. I thought we'd be great friends. I guess I thought too far.
Back to the point, he started being a different person and everyone around us, didn't know how to react to this new V. And V didn't even care. V just went on hoping people would accept and adapt to what he is right now. Till this day, V is still wanting us to succumb to his new personality. V is confused because the way we're with him right now is totally different than how we are when we first met V. And by different, I mean, cold.
V also mentioned to me that by the looks of us, our faces tells him that we despise him. Alot.
Okay, well don't you think so? One day you're good to us, and the other you're a mindless fck. TELL ME, LIKE PLEASE, ENLIGHTEN ME ON HOW WE POSSIBLY COULD NOT DESPISE YOU?
Okay, well don't you think so? One day you're good to us, and the other you're a mindless fck. TELL ME, LIKE PLEASE, ENLIGHTEN ME ON HOW WE POSSIBLY COULD NOT DESPISE YOU?
You freaking took us for granted. I tell you that, if you hadn't realise, which I think you haven't.
Remember that time when you had such a huge distraction that came into your life, and you totally forgotten about us. Us being your close friend. Us being there for you when you need us. Us being just right beside you while you're with your distraction. You were blinded then.
Who knew a second distraction came along and now, you're probably blinded forever.
But you're still complaining on the way we treat you. Which is some bullshit.
What you did to us, is what you get in return. Kapish?
ERGO, STOP BLAMING US THAT WE'RE BEING IGNORANT TO YOU. YOU DID IT FIRST, AND GIVING YOU THE SAME TREATMENT SEEMS FAIR AS WE CAN'T POSSIBLY REACT THAT FAST TO THE NEW YOU. Or in your case, the back-to-the-old you.
Dumbass.
And I can't believe I freaking CARED for V. I wanted to mend this friendship. I wanted to make this okay again. I tried for several times. SEVERAL FREAKING TIMES.
And guess what? V didn't even appreciate my (and my friends') hardwork trying to rekindle this whole thing. He didn't even "look back" and realise our efforts. Not one glance.
V also only came to us only when he needs help. And my friends are still willing to help him eventhough what they've/we've been through was really... sad. There's no words to describe this... for now.
So the reason why I'm "feeling down" is because I'm really disappointed towards V as I thought he was a better friend than this, well that's partly the reason why. The other part, would have to wait. :x
Dear V,
If you're reading this, I hope you'd soon realise how blinded you are, or blind you are, since you're still blind now. I hope you'd realise how stupid your actions are. The truth is, you were hot and cold every day of week, we didn't know how to react to you on certain days, and we chose not to so that things won't get any worse than it already is. That's the reason why we didn't really "talk" to you. We weren't ignoring you, no. That's not it. But seeing you doing things in your very own bubble, your "new" found friends, coming over for a "talk" would be as if we're invading your and your friends' "privacy". You wouldn't want that do you?I just hope everything would be the way it was before, when we first met you. When I first met you. It was really nice then. It was as if we were best friends for 40 years. Make that 70 years. We clique that well.
But since the first time we met was a mask and it was all an act,...
I hope maybe you could put on that mask again and start the show over?
BY TRACY | 12:12 AM ·
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